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Friday, March 06, 2009,10:16 PM
''Dont judge a book by its cover. I have hell enough of it.'' (Might be offensive)
This heading is speaking everything from the bottom of my heart. I read something which is very unfair to me, and i decide to blog. You.. you actually judged me that Im not a good friend or the type of friend who gets over Queeny's incident very fast just because you based on my past achieves, the way how i express it in my blog or maybe because I dont blog often about her. Did you know that what you actually typed, is very unfair to me. Your words actually bring me down. Silly me. Damn, I just couldnt control my emotions well. I dislike when you people dont even know me well, and you'll start assuming that I am that type of person when I am not at all. I just want to explain for myself that I'm actually not presenting myself when i'm typing whatever in my blog. And now, yaw must be thinking "what do you mean by not yourself?
Frankly speaking, I felt a total crap since the day she left us. Not only me, baobao& them too. And so what if we felt a total crap , will she come back to us? or so what if I type alot of emotional stuffs that how much I'm missing her now, alot of things i want to ask her face to face, wondering how has she been now. Does it makes any difference after i blogged all out? Will she still come back to us after I blogged ? No, because there's one time I still remembered when we blogged about three of us, her boyfriend actually read it to her what we blogged, and her reaction was like '''Again , why do they want to blog about us again? They wont feel boring is it'' I swear I was shocked to hear that, dont ask me how I got this source, we have our ways.
And so, from that time onwards, whenever I felt anything about her matter, I wont blog it out if there's any case. On the other hand, I'm the type of person who dont like to type a whole lot of emotional stuffs in my daily blog, I dont like to share with people my unhappy stuffs. And also, I bet yaw dont even feel like reading those emotional stuffs about me at all. You all might even feel boring or get annoyed about it.
Therefore, I get really worked up when I saw this someone's tag , I felt very unfair for you to judge or misunderstand me that I got over Queeny's matter very fast which is not true, at all. You dont even know me, you dont even know how I felt, you only got the updating things about us only if i blog. &So if I never blog about her, you will think that I got over it very fast. It's very unfair y'know, I bet you dont know how I feel when you were typing the tag. You even have no idea how many times we've cried because of her when we just dont blog about it ? I hate it , I hate when people misunderstand me when he/she know barely nothing about me.
Stop making wild guesses, you are not me.
In short, stop judging me based on my blog.
