Black friday;
It's actually coincidence, i mean (!)


As usual, I will do facial once per month. It's been a month plus I've ever visit to beauty therapy salon, so therefore I decided to drop by the usual beauty therapy salon I always visit to. So after I met up with my dear girl, Cherlyn, I went to do facial afterwards. Before that, I had already made an appointment then the beauty therapist told me that Q booked the same day same time appointment with me too, she doesnt know that at all. So when I was on my way there, I thought a lot of things, I dont know how should I react when I saw her. My feeling was like.. ...
Fine , I just couldn't describe my feelings.. It's indescribable, it sucks.
I am the first one who reached first, so when the beauty therapist- Nicole was about to remove my make up, Q came. She was shocked when she saw me over there, I can hear from her voice. Nicole asked her : " You dont know who is she?" *pointing at me*
*Silence for minutes*
"Ah, stella"

I could not see her face , because i was lying down. &Nicole asked her to lie on the bed which is just right beside me. I felt so awkward, because it's been 2 months I've ever seen her already and alot of things had happened these while. We did not talk at all, I felt like we were strangers at that moment. Nicole felt weird too because whenever we went to her shop to do facial, we will share alot of things, laughters or perhaps sometimes pillow fight...
Q left first, then Nicole told me that Q attempted to change subject when Nicole asked her what had happened to both of us. &I did not continue to tell her more either. But well, what I wanted to say is .. after today, what I heard and what I've seen about her, she no longer will come back to us anymore. No matter after she broke up with her boyfriend or not, she had already given me a confirmation that she wont come back to us. Anymore.

&this will be the last post about her, from today onwards.