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Tuesday, July 07, 2009,11:59 PM Alot of rumblings.. Part I I'm not feeling well with my swollen eyes, and I gave school today a miss, with my valid Medical Certificate. So when I was waiting for my turn to consult the doctor, I saw there are alot of patients going in and out of the room without a queue number, I counted, a total of 12 patients. I felt so impatient and unfair when I see them going in the consultant room without a queue number while me.. sitting at there waiting like an idoit. Yes, I took more than an hour to wait for my turn and the doctor consulted me less than a minute and I can go. And I took another 15 minutes to wait for my turn to get my medicine, when the moment I stepped out of the clinic, my slippers spoilt. Yes, one is broken. So can you imagine I dragged my feet, acting like a cripple and trying to walk? Even a little girl sitting over there was laughing at me... ): Halfway, when I was acting like a cripple, the weather started to change and it rained. I got so fed up and threw away both of my slippers on the spot and started to run home barefooted. I swear I felt like crying at that moment because people were looking at me when they see me running barefooted, even the driver in the vehicle popped out his head and trying to be one busybody. Damn it, why am I so unlucky... Part II Why(s) 1) Why are we wanting to waste our two fucking hours sitting over there trying our luck to wait at your house downstairs when you were at your boyfriend's house ? You even lied to your mother that you went out with your classmates for a dinner, ended up at boyfriend's house. Okay, it's nothing. But.. 2) Wondering why are you panting when you answered my call? 3) What did you do that make you pant so hard? 4) Why are you giving up all of your friendships ? By avoiding all of them when they are still concerning you ? 5) Why are we screaming at each other on the phone, for the first entire time ? 6) Why am I still doing things that will spoilt my day ? What have made you changed so much, entirely? Your mother spoke to us just now and she almost cried when she was speaking, she even lose her pride by apologising to us. Ask yourself, where were you when your mother was so heartbroken? You only thought of spending your time with your boyfriend.. But how about your mom, have you ever thought of how she felt? She felt totally heartbroken yet she cannot do anything but just to give in to you because she do not want to lose you, this daughter again. She almost lost you the previous time. I pity your mother, I pity you. You have a ugly personality now, with your ugly boyfriend. Last word, I miss the past you. I wont be there anymore. P.S, Your number is no longer existed in my contact. |