Finally..

It has been an ages I last blogged about her, but till today I'd want to blog about her.
Because I think God is being fair.

Fate finally let us met.

I finally saw Q today, on the 19th of March.

She walked past my workplace, and I didn't know I do not have the courage to approach her.
At all.
Though I only had a distance with her but suddenly, I felt us are so near yet far, I no longer could feel her
;Our past years friendship bonds anymore.
-Strangerous.

Why?
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I still remembered some of my frends once asked me this,
'What would you do if you really bumped on to Q on the street by chance? "

My reply eventually was, "I will give her a straight hug and tell her how much i'm missing her these years."

Talk is cheap.

These are all easier said than done, that's what I can say now.
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But I'm glad that she had made this choice.
Really, at least she 's happier and not dependant to anyone else now;
Independant.
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Q once told me this on the phone after our conflict

-Nothing else really matters to her in her life except for her Family &Boyfriend. She doesn't really need us; friends anymore.

Up to now,
I finally understand how do she feel @that point of time.

I finally know what she meant within the words...

We shouldnt blame her for leaving us , but ourselves for leaving her at the point when she needed us badly.

Ev'rything all becus of our selfishness..