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Monday, July 12, 2010,12:10 AM
An official breakdown.
I'm currently not in a very good condition when I'm typing this, Im actually just adjusted the contrast of my laptop screeen to the lowest as I had my eyes infection due to overwhelming of crying and long hours of wearing contact lenses on.
So please pardon me of my typo errors in this post as Im using one eye to see what I'm actually typing now..
My life is currently in a total mess; I thought it had ended, whereas actually not.
Yesterday night was the worst nightmare I ever had in my entire life, the worst ever one in my 18years of life, really. I thought a lot of things through and the first thing that ran across my mind, was my Family, my home.
Yesterday night was the worst nightmare I ever had in my entire life, the worst ever one in my 18years of life, really. I thought a lot of things through and the first thing that ran across my mind, was my Family, my home.
My mom, love.
The one whom many of my friends filled with green of envy of, having sucha great and understanding mother.
Who plays pillow fight with daughter, who'll try to make me smile by tickling me after whenever I had an arguement with her, being a good advisor &a listener at the same time, who'll cook my favourite dish if I'm unhappy on the day, who'll drive me to work at times or fetch mehome from Event, who'll secretly give me money when she knows I'm broke as I wont ask money for her,
who can understand me fully, who dotes me the most this this world,
Who always put me at the first place; her priority in life.
Who always play so many differnt kind of roles in my life; As a mom, good friend, companion etc. Who doesnt thought of giving me up but always pulling me back to the right track.
Yet I'm the one who always break her heart.
Mommy, do you know that I always find it's my fortunate of having you as my mom in this life ?
I'm sorry, I really need your morale support especially now.
Hush Stelle, I really got to stop crying.
