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Thursday, July 09, 2009,9:06 PM
I still remembered the three of us bought this handphone lanyard together at Changi Airport. You love pink at that time, and you find this cute. You asked me to buy this with you too, and for Baobao. Though this girly cute stuff dont really suit me, but i still bought it and use occasionally because three of us own it together and i kept it till now. As for the photo, I still remembered we were at Simei and I forgot who suggested to take a photo at the ID passport photo booth, I have been keeping this photo in my wallet ever since last year we took together, till now. Though we had gone through so many quarrels, especially this big quarrel which is still unsolved now. But after that incident few days ago, I finally woke up and I got seriously so so so pissed off. You were my sister, you were a part of my life, but I have to admit that they are past tense, you were. I finally pick my courage to throw away these stuffs, this piece of memories, I no longer need you in my life anymore. I hope I could start totally afresh with my sisters ,my friends and girlfriends in school now, they are a part of my life now.Yeah, my mother found out that I have been eating medicine pills unnecessary. I do not know why I have this insomia recently , and made me cannot sleep at all. When I can't sleep, I will start to think alot of things, start to think wild, start to cry, started to miss. Eating medicine pills which cause me drowsiness, at least able to make me sleep well with no worries and have a nice dream, at the very least.
I'm a big girl already, I wont cry when un-necessary anymore.
